Yesterday was a bad day.
I almost got run over on the walk to the bus stop. An old guy in his huge SUV not looking. The problem being that right where I live, this part of the road is under construction. So when I have the walk signal, their only option is to turn. That was kinda scary, because I thought I actually might be hit. Plus, I have Greek classes, and since it’s learning another language, I can’t miss classes.
“If I get hit by a car, is that a good reason to miss class?” O_O
Then I had my 3 hour break in between classes, and had to make a phone call to get my drugs later, so I found a quiet space outside to do it. After, I don’t know what I was doing, when a seagull crapped on my shirt. Not on my shoulder, no. It was near my hip. On my really nice cute shirt, one of my faves. So that was fun. And I wasn’t amused when my mom told me it was supposed to be good luck.
Since I have a cold, which is just a cough and a runny nose (awesome, btw), I went to get a Chai latte before the next class. I don’t drink coffee (remember, we talked about this in my post about friends and coffee). Somehow my Chai latte got coffee in it! I was super disgusted, what a foul taste! They made me a new one, a delish one.
What a horrible, awful day right? My life is SO hard.
And then on the way home after my super long day, I realized… this was a pretty great bad day.
When you consider the fact that a year and a half ago, a bad day was me sobbing into the phone to my mom because I was so upset from fighting with my best friend/roommate, hated myself, was missing classes and was so lonely all the time. The anxiety and worries and stress were killing me. I still feel upset thinking about those days.
And I still miss that best friend. The best of the best. We were amazing together. My friend is going through a bad breakup, and months later is still sad about it. The picture she posted on facebook yesterday made me so sad and upset.
I wish I still knew him. I wish so much that I did, that we could just have one normal conversation again.
Well, this is not how I was going to end it. So, if those are the kinds of bad days I’m having now, I think that’s a lot better, I think I can handle bad days like that.
I’m so glad I found my happiness again. And I intend to hold onto it.
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Tags: Best Friends, Change, Coffee or Tea, Facebook, Good on the inside, Hugs, I'm awesome, Life, Sad
